hmm...this week has been a hectic week for me..3 tests in a row..but..no difference..test is sumthin that we have to get used to..a normal thing or some sort of established custom for a student..hmm..this next week is already the revision week before final exam...instead of preparing for final exam..me and the other jessupers got to prepare for washington..
sumtimes things seem to be stagnant for me..i guess that is what we call life..i really thank God coz i got friends and someone who'd be there for me..=)..time is passing by so fast..i could still remember me walking down the kulliyyah during the revision week..and now..we nearly finish this semester..hmm..it's kinda terrifying to think about how fast time passes by..but the bottom line is..we have to cherish every moment that we have before it's gone..
there was this one day i was talking to mar bout something and i said to her that to lose something that we love so much is unbearable..she said to me..it's worth to take the risk in life coz to love is the best feeling and the best gift that God has ever created to us...what she said really touches me..it's just that we need to believe and have faith on something that we believe...
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
* (,")*
hmm..last monday me and asma went to kl to settle our visa...there was this poetry pasted on the STAR window...kinda sweet...
O my Luve's like a red, red rose,
That's newly sprung in June:
O my Luve's like the melodie
That's sweetly played in tune!As fair art thou,
my bonnie lass, So deep in luve am I;
And I will luve thee still, my dear,
Till a' the seas gang dry.
Till 'a the seas gang dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt wi' the sun;
I will luve thee still, my dear,
While the sands o' life shall run.
And fare thee weel, my only Luve,
and fare thee weel a while!And I will come again, my Luve,
Though it were ten thousand mile.
O my Luve's like a red, red rose,
That's newly sprung in June:
O my Luve's like the melodie
That's sweetly played in tune!As fair art thou,
my bonnie lass, So deep in luve am I;
And I will luve thee still, my dear,
Till a' the seas gang dry.
Till 'a the seas gang dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt wi' the sun;
I will luve thee still, my dear,
While the sands o' life shall run.
And fare thee weel, my only Luve,
and fare thee weel a while!And I will come again, my Luve,
Though it were ten thousand mile.
Monday, February 07, 2005
love and pain....
Fragile Heart [jewel]
If u want my heartU have 2 promise not 2 tear it apart
Cause my heartHas been hurt a lot
And it always seemsLove is not sweet,
like in dreams
Something falls through
But I don't want that 2 happen 2 me and u
So be Careful,
warningFragile heart
Last SaturdayWe ate dinner at your parents' placeLast Saturday,
u saidHow u feel will not go away,Well,
all the fishes in the sea Could not be happier than me
Only fools believe thatNothing changes,
nothing leaves
But I need 2 believe that we at leastWill have some dignity
'Cause everything changes
Nothing stays the same
But that's no excuse 2 be casualOr 2 place the blameU have 2 be careful with me..
i got this song from a friend...hmmm...it seems like everyday we're dealing with the same issue when emotions come into play..ahaks..a fact of life that no one could escape..last friday a good friend of mine broke an unexpected news...he said that everything has come to an end..i was so shocked..i thought he was joking...he said to me.."maybe he was looking for someone he liked and not someone that he needed"...what he said makes me think...its true...we can like anyone around us..people we know...but that doesnt mean we really need them..but we can like someone and we really need that person in our life...then only we know how much the person means to us...
to love and to cherish someone you love are wonderful...but the deeper the feeling gets, to me,the more the thought that you're gonna lose that person lingers in your mind...the fact that no one on earth could take..to lose someone u really need..i guess no wonder why there are people who choose to live this life alone...they just cant bear the thought of losing someone they need..coz it really hurts..as sometimes u can hear thier hearts are exactly breaking...but in life,u can never run away from reality...coz there's only one thing which is certain..it is uncertainty...may our faith and beliefs guide us along the way....
If u want my heartU have 2 promise not 2 tear it apart
Cause my heartHas been hurt a lot
And it always seemsLove is not sweet,
like in dreams
Something falls through
But I don't want that 2 happen 2 me and u
So be Careful,
warningFragile heart
Last SaturdayWe ate dinner at your parents' placeLast Saturday,
u saidHow u feel will not go away,Well,
all the fishes in the sea Could not be happier than me
Only fools believe thatNothing changes,
nothing leaves
But I need 2 believe that we at leastWill have some dignity
'Cause everything changes
Nothing stays the same
But that's no excuse 2 be casualOr 2 place the blameU have 2 be careful with me..
i got this song from a friend...hmmm...it seems like everyday we're dealing with the same issue when emotions come into play..ahaks..a fact of life that no one could escape..last friday a good friend of mine broke an unexpected news...he said that everything has come to an end..i was so shocked..i thought he was joking...he said to me.."maybe he was looking for someone he liked and not someone that he needed"...what he said makes me think...its true...we can like anyone around us..people we know...but that doesnt mean we really need them..but we can like someone and we really need that person in our life...then only we know how much the person means to us...
to love and to cherish someone you love are wonderful...but the deeper the feeling gets, to me,the more the thought that you're gonna lose that person lingers in your mind...the fact that no one on earth could take..to lose someone u really need..i guess no wonder why there are people who choose to live this life alone...they just cant bear the thought of losing someone they need..coz it really hurts..as sometimes u can hear thier hearts are exactly breaking...but in life,u can never run away from reality...coz there's only one thing which is certain..it is uncertainty...may our faith and beliefs guide us along the way....
Friday, February 04, 2005
(",)
this whole week has been the most memorable week for me..too many emotions and conflict that i have to deal with..this is life..my jessup life..everything is so wonderful...every time i go to the moot room i can feel this pleasant aura from my teammates' smiles...alhamdulillah...boon ka is organizing a big party tonight in pizza hut..cant wait..ehehe..
honesty,loyalty,betrayal,frenship..all these appeared in a blink of eyes..there must be a reason why ALLAH has placed me in this kind of situation..to learn and to be strong...to face this life till the end..
jessup makes realize that im not all alone in this world to fight for something good..the support and prayers form friends and family..make me feel so blessed...so overwhelmed with gratitude that in the middle of the battle of life..i found a special place that makes me believe in happiness...thank you guys for everything...
p/s:
just want to thank adrin for secret recipe cakes,mar for the MnM,boon ka for pizza...and a special thank to "YOU" for the lovely caramel candies and your time!!!
honesty,loyalty,betrayal,frenship..all these appeared in a blink of eyes..there must be a reason why ALLAH has placed me in this kind of situation..to learn and to be strong...to face this life till the end..
jessup makes realize that im not all alone in this world to fight for something good..the support and prayers form friends and family..make me feel so blessed...so overwhelmed with gratitude that in the middle of the battle of life..i found a special place that makes me believe in happiness...thank you guys for everything...
p/s:
just want to thank adrin for secret recipe cakes,mar for the MnM,boon ka for pizza...and a special thank to "YOU" for the lovely caramel candies and your time!!!
Monday, January 31, 2005
thanx guys..for your unfailing support!!!
alhamdulillah...after what we've been through this four months..finally ALLAH helped us to make it through...
i just want to thank my frens for giving us support and for believe in what we do..seriously,if its not because of u guys..we coudn't have made it...thanx guys...and i just want u guys to know that one of the reasons i join jessup is because of you!!!thanx!!!
i just want to thank my frens for giving us support and for believe in what we do..seriously,if its not because of u guys..we coudn't have made it...thanx guys...and i just want u guys to know that one of the reasons i join jessup is because of you!!!thanx!!!
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
ahkhirnya....
Alhamdulillah..itu jer yang mampu aku lafazkan…dah 3 bulan berhempas pulas wat draft memorial for Jessup..akhirnya siap gak..Allah je tahu camna rasanya..lega sangat..otak dah rasa ringan sangat.. tepat kul 5 fad asma mel and mdm maizatun sampai kat arbitration centre nak hantar memorial kat national administrator…and malamnya lak terus e-mail memorial ke Washington…lega sangat…
Dari hari jumaat kitorang semua bertapa kat moot room...makan,tido,solat,semua kat moot room..kiranya dah 4 hari tak balik bilik…muka sesorang dah macam zombie..tapi still maintain..ahaks..dengan kaftan+jacket,mandi ala2 kambing gurun..semua cukup….it all didn’t matter..asal siap..kire dharurat nih..eheh…tiap2 hari tido kul 4 pagi..tapi hari ahad tu 24 jam tak tido. Wahla!.mmg rekod lah…
Macam2 kenangan sepanjang tempoh darurat ni..terlalu lalu lah banyak..aku bersyukur sangat dapat lalui semua ni dalam hidup…aku bersyukur sebab Jessup ni dah mengajar aku banyak erti kehidupan..erti menghargai kehidupan…(isy..emo laks..)
Sepanjang tempoh tu semua orang cam dah tak btol..bukan stressed out tapi cam kena acute syndrome of radioactive radiation..ehehe..macam2 telatah bebudak ni..meh tengok balik sesorang:
Melati-merangkap captain for the jessupers yang merupakan crewmembers dalam moot room tu..mel ni suka gelak bila ada ja makhluk allah yang wat lawak..tgk dia gelak pon orang lagi nak tergelak…mel jugak sangat taksub dgn coke..hari2 minum coke…kirenya company coke leh go into liquidation kalau mel tak bli coke..eheh..aritu boon ka tanya “u minum coke hari2 ek..mel tanya why..boon ka kata still living hah”..dgn nada mmg innocent..kitorang pon gelak..nasib baik tak kna sumbat tin coke tu..ayah mel gak best..sbb slalu hantarkan makanan kat kitorang yang slalu kebuluran tahap langit ketujuh..tomyam perisa tomatonish and nasik briyani..nyum nyum..masa bulan puasa haritu mak mel masak kat kitorang..terkejut mak dia habis suma lauk..terharu….
Aliza-mmg terkenal dgn remarks cam”cipan berbulu, kambing..beruang”…so kalo dia tgh bercakap mmg perkataan tulah penambah seri ayat2 dia…dia jugak suka menggunakan tone suara gaya2 jac..(ye ker)..aha…bila dia tak keruan dia akan mintak stapler…ntah ada apalah ngan stapler tu..semangat kot....dia akan pusing satu moot room tu cari stapler..pelik tol..tapi lawakla..last2 semua orang punya stapler ada kat dia…
Asma-mmg dikenali sbg miss grammar…jugak seorang poet yang berhemah..contoh ayat yang leh jadi masterpiece kitorang –“previously,frequently,safely”…ada cam “truly,madly deeply” lak bila dengat…asma ni best dibuli..sbb dia akan redha jer…slalu nyanyi pegang botol air-lagu cher..”do you believe”..bergegar satu moot room tu..asma gak seorang yang caring..slalu amek order makanan kitorang..rasa sangat disayangi…
Michelle-miss paparazzi-slalu amek gambar kitorang yang berbaju tido,kaftan n jacket..tak mandi…tapi mahal woo gamba2 tu..when it comes to computer..nama mich akan dipanggil…mmg bestla..bila nak download lagu ke per..mich la tmpt kitorang bergantung harap…sangat lah innocent mich ni..so fad tak sampai hati sangat nak buli..kasik can la dia tgk orang lain dibuli…mich jugak tlh mennggayakan tudung dari kain batik…tak pernah lagi seumur hidup tgk gaya tu..mmg kreatif…
Boon ka-di awal perkenalan sangatlah bersopan santun…so tak berapa sesuai nak dijadikan mangsa buli…tapi dipertengahan berkecimpung dalam Jessup dia tlh menunjukkan aksi2 menarik..boon ka sangat gemar menggunakan vocab yang gempak2..contoh-“howbeit,intertwine” and the latest is “tomyam ni sedaplah..rasa tomatonish”..sampai ke saat ni kitorang panggil dia mr. tomatonish.sian boon ka sebab slalu kna panggil sempena nama2 tu…boon ka gak di saat getir nak hantar draft tlh menunjukkan bakat menari ala2 gangster hong kong bila lagu cina kuar..mmg sangat klakar..dia gak ada moto yang best”no food no work”.
Fadiah- apa ek..ni based on observation and comments from all the jessupers-fad the aggravator and budak suka buli orang..sbb slalu aggravate lawak2 yang dah jadi sampai membuatkan semua orang ingat lawak tu sampai berkurun lamanya..so mangsa yang membuatkan lawak tu terjadi akan terus terusan malu sbb digelakkan…sian ek..but fun though…so semua orang akan berhati2 mengatur kata sbb tak nak jadi mangsa lawak sendiri…3 hari lepas diorang semua kata fad cam “mabuk” sebab cakap ntah apa2,serius tak sedar langsung..leh plead insanity kalo apa2 jadi ni… fad jugak pantang tgk semut2 api kat moot room tu..semua fad bunuh..mmg benar semut2 tu tak pernah kacau orang lain..tapi dia slalu gigit fad..fad sorang lak tu kena..so sebagai self-defence terpaksa lah commit genocide kat semut2 tu…
Tulah kitorang….perjuangan masih perlu diteruskan…semoga ALLAH Bantu kitorang..ameen…
Dari hari jumaat kitorang semua bertapa kat moot room...makan,tido,solat,semua kat moot room..kiranya dah 4 hari tak balik bilik…muka sesorang dah macam zombie..tapi still maintain..ahaks..dengan kaftan+jacket,mandi ala2 kambing gurun..semua cukup….it all didn’t matter..asal siap..kire dharurat nih..eheh…tiap2 hari tido kul 4 pagi..tapi hari ahad tu 24 jam tak tido. Wahla!.mmg rekod lah…
Macam2 kenangan sepanjang tempoh darurat ni..terlalu lalu lah banyak..aku bersyukur sangat dapat lalui semua ni dalam hidup…aku bersyukur sebab Jessup ni dah mengajar aku banyak erti kehidupan..erti menghargai kehidupan…(isy..emo laks..)
Sepanjang tempoh tu semua orang cam dah tak btol..bukan stressed out tapi cam kena acute syndrome of radioactive radiation..ehehe..macam2 telatah bebudak ni..meh tengok balik sesorang:
Melati-merangkap captain for the jessupers yang merupakan crewmembers dalam moot room tu..mel ni suka gelak bila ada ja makhluk allah yang wat lawak..tgk dia gelak pon orang lagi nak tergelak…mel jugak sangat taksub dgn coke..hari2 minum coke…kirenya company coke leh go into liquidation kalau mel tak bli coke..eheh..aritu boon ka tanya “u minum coke hari2 ek..mel tanya why..boon ka kata still living hah”..dgn nada mmg innocent..kitorang pon gelak..nasib baik tak kna sumbat tin coke tu..ayah mel gak best..sbb slalu hantarkan makanan kat kitorang yang slalu kebuluran tahap langit ketujuh..tomyam perisa tomatonish and nasik briyani..nyum nyum..masa bulan puasa haritu mak mel masak kat kitorang..terkejut mak dia habis suma lauk..terharu….
Aliza-mmg terkenal dgn remarks cam”cipan berbulu, kambing..beruang”…so kalo dia tgh bercakap mmg perkataan tulah penambah seri ayat2 dia…dia jugak suka menggunakan tone suara gaya2 jac..(ye ker)..aha…bila dia tak keruan dia akan mintak stapler…ntah ada apalah ngan stapler tu..semangat kot....dia akan pusing satu moot room tu cari stapler..pelik tol..tapi lawakla..last2 semua orang punya stapler ada kat dia…
Asma-mmg dikenali sbg miss grammar…jugak seorang poet yang berhemah..contoh ayat yang leh jadi masterpiece kitorang –“previously,frequently,safely”…ada cam “truly,madly deeply” lak bila dengat…asma ni best dibuli..sbb dia akan redha jer…slalu nyanyi pegang botol air-lagu cher..”do you believe”..bergegar satu moot room tu..asma gak seorang yang caring..slalu amek order makanan kitorang..rasa sangat disayangi…
Michelle-miss paparazzi-slalu amek gambar kitorang yang berbaju tido,kaftan n jacket..tak mandi…tapi mahal woo gamba2 tu..when it comes to computer..nama mich akan dipanggil…mmg bestla..bila nak download lagu ke per..mich la tmpt kitorang bergantung harap…sangat lah innocent mich ni..so fad tak sampai hati sangat nak buli..kasik can la dia tgk orang lain dibuli…mich jugak tlh mennggayakan tudung dari kain batik…tak pernah lagi seumur hidup tgk gaya tu..mmg kreatif…
Boon ka-di awal perkenalan sangatlah bersopan santun…so tak berapa sesuai nak dijadikan mangsa buli…tapi dipertengahan berkecimpung dalam Jessup dia tlh menunjukkan aksi2 menarik..boon ka sangat gemar menggunakan vocab yang gempak2..contoh-“howbeit,intertwine” and the latest is “tomyam ni sedaplah..rasa tomatonish”..sampai ke saat ni kitorang panggil dia mr. tomatonish.sian boon ka sebab slalu kna panggil sempena nama2 tu…boon ka gak di saat getir nak hantar draft tlh menunjukkan bakat menari ala2 gangster hong kong bila lagu cina kuar..mmg sangat klakar..dia gak ada moto yang best”no food no work”.
Fadiah- apa ek..ni based on observation and comments from all the jessupers-fad the aggravator and budak suka buli orang..sbb slalu aggravate lawak2 yang dah jadi sampai membuatkan semua orang ingat lawak tu sampai berkurun lamanya..so mangsa yang membuatkan lawak tu terjadi akan terus terusan malu sbb digelakkan…sian ek..but fun though…so semua orang akan berhati2 mengatur kata sbb tak nak jadi mangsa lawak sendiri…3 hari lepas diorang semua kata fad cam “mabuk” sebab cakap ntah apa2,serius tak sedar langsung..leh plead insanity kalo apa2 jadi ni… fad jugak pantang tgk semut2 api kat moot room tu..semua fad bunuh..mmg benar semut2 tu tak pernah kacau orang lain..tapi dia slalu gigit fad..fad sorang lak tu kena..so sebagai self-defence terpaksa lah commit genocide kat semut2 tu…
Tulah kitorang….perjuangan masih perlu diteruskan…semoga ALLAH Bantu kitorang..ameen…
Friday, December 31, 2004
happy new year...the end of the world????
another 4 hours to 2005...sedar tak sedar dah nak tahun baru...apa yang dah kite lakukan sepanjang tahun ni?hmm..terpulang pada individu untuk menganalisa..muhasabah..setiap menjelang tahun baru..agak menakutkan..umur semakin meningkat..bermakna hidup manusia semakin suntuk...
dunia terlalu banyak berubah...mungkin dunia sudah bosan dengan tingkah laku manusia...manusia yang tidak lagi berperikemanusiaan...dan manusia terus lupa...lupa pasa pencipta...
baru2 ini seluruh dunia dikejutkan dgn kejadian yang tidak pernah berlaku di rantau asia...tsunami...dan hari ini kejadian salji di uae...pelik..tapi ini bukan lagi sesuatu yang pelik..ini adalah mesej yang ingin ALLAH sampaikan kpd manusia...tiada yang mustahil atas kekuasaannya...manusia terlalu lupa tanggungjawab masing2..manusia hanyut dibawa masa sehingga kita terlupa kita semakin menghampiri hari penentuan..hari yang tiada jalan keluar..hari di mana manusia tidak bisa bersembuny dan berlari...hari yang akan menentukan segalanya....
kita semakin kesuntukan masa...terlalu pendek perhitungan waktu...lakukanlah sesuatu sebelum semuanya terlambat..hargaila setiap detik yang ada...ingatla padaNYA di setiap detik ketika...jalankanlah amanahnya sementara terdaya....
dunia terlalu banyak berubah...mungkin dunia sudah bosan dengan tingkah laku manusia...manusia yang tidak lagi berperikemanusiaan...dan manusia terus lupa...lupa pasa pencipta...
baru2 ini seluruh dunia dikejutkan dgn kejadian yang tidak pernah berlaku di rantau asia...tsunami...dan hari ini kejadian salji di uae...pelik..tapi ini bukan lagi sesuatu yang pelik..ini adalah mesej yang ingin ALLAH sampaikan kpd manusia...tiada yang mustahil atas kekuasaannya...manusia terlalu lupa tanggungjawab masing2..manusia hanyut dibawa masa sehingga kita terlupa kita semakin menghampiri hari penentuan..hari yang tiada jalan keluar..hari di mana manusia tidak bisa bersembuny dan berlari...hari yang akan menentukan segalanya....
kita semakin kesuntukan masa...terlalu pendek perhitungan waktu...lakukanlah sesuatu sebelum semuanya terlambat..hargaila setiap detik yang ada...ingatla padaNYA di setiap detik ketika...jalankanlah amanahnya sementara terdaya....
Saturday, December 25, 2004
DREAMS AND LOVE..
dream..this word conveys so many interpretations.. most of the time it can make people smile..the power of dreams...when we talk about dreams..we talk about something that we wanna achieve in this life..somethin' we can be proud of..somethin' wonderful..but still..it depends on individuals to interpret dreams...
like other people..i have my own dreams...there are many things that i wanna do and achieve...life is short..but the journey is long...what really matters is how you utilise the moment that you have to the max..to your self satisfaction...
hmm..lately..i miss my old frens so much...those from kisas..as GOD has placed us in different part of the world...some people say when we are apart from someone..the bond of love seems to fade away as time passes by..but i guess this theory has some exceptions..in fact the love will grow even more if we really love and cherish the frenship...to ILIE,MOMOT,NURUL,OBY and others..i love you guys so much...
sometimes when im all alone in my room...thinking about this life..i realise somethin'...somethin' which is so precious..somethin' that would last for eternity..that is love..with love..ive achieved my dreams...there's so much love around me...my frens who always make me laugh..my frens who'll always be there when i cry...frens who love me for who i am...frens who trust in me...
to ALIZA,ASMA,ADRIN,HIDA AND NADIA...its been wonderful to spend time with you guys..the bbq party...and informal meeting in the moot room..ehehe..
to ATI,AND ASNI..thanx for the lovely afternoon we've spent together in the moot room..and to ati...thanx for always be there when i need someone to hang around with..thanx also for your cosy bed...it really makes me dont wanna wake up from my sleep..eheh..and also for yOur patience to entertain my romantic mood..ahah
im so blessed to have all the love that i need...and now i realize that all i need to live my life till the end of time is..to be with someone who really loves me..coz i believe that love is a priceless gift that ALLAH has created for us...because of HIS love...we can achieve our dreams..because HIS love we can love others..and because of HIS love we can feel love...
like other people..i have my own dreams...there are many things that i wanna do and achieve...life is short..but the journey is long...what really matters is how you utilise the moment that you have to the max..to your self satisfaction...
hmm..lately..i miss my old frens so much...those from kisas..as GOD has placed us in different part of the world...some people say when we are apart from someone..the bond of love seems to fade away as time passes by..but i guess this theory has some exceptions..in fact the love will grow even more if we really love and cherish the frenship...to ILIE,MOMOT,NURUL,OBY and others..i love you guys so much...
sometimes when im all alone in my room...thinking about this life..i realise somethin'...somethin' which is so precious..somethin' that would last for eternity..that is love..with love..ive achieved my dreams...there's so much love around me...my frens who always make me laugh..my frens who'll always be there when i cry...frens who love me for who i am...frens who trust in me...
to ALIZA,ASMA,ADRIN,HIDA AND NADIA...its been wonderful to spend time with you guys..the bbq party...and informal meeting in the moot room..ehehe..
to ATI,AND ASNI..thanx for the lovely afternoon we've spent together in the moot room..and to ati...thanx for always be there when i need someone to hang around with..thanx also for your cosy bed...it really makes me dont wanna wake up from my sleep..eheh..and also for yOur patience to entertain my romantic mood..ahah
im so blessed to have all the love that i need...and now i realize that all i need to live my life till the end of time is..to be with someone who really loves me..coz i believe that love is a priceless gift that ALLAH has created for us...because of HIS love...we can achieve our dreams..because HIS love we can love others..and because of HIS love we can feel love...
Monday, December 20, 2004
so sweet...
smalam best sangat...sbb dapat pergi kenduri abang shun..my cousin..dedulu zaman sekolah slalu pegi umah diorang..skrang dah besar dah..sume orang dah lain..kitorang makan2..pehtu lpak2 kat dalam umah..mase nak balik jumpa tok ayah zain n tok ayah arshad..memula tak knal sbb zaman kecik2 jumpa..tapi ingat2 balik banyak gambar kecik2 yang tok ayah dukung..bila ingat2 balik...hmm...cpat nyer masa berlalu...many things have changed..well..that's life
masa nak balik mak njang yang hantar sampai pantai hill park sbb dia ada kenduri lain..pehtu abang arzlee pon datang amek..adik dia pon ada..kitorang pegi shah alam hanta adik abg arzlee..then we were on our way to uia..tetiba kakak kater lapar cz dia makan sikit jer masa kenduri..kitorang pon singgah burger king bli food then balik my room solat...then kakak ajak lepak depan sungai uia...kitorang sembang2..abang arzlee senyum jer tgk kitorang mengarut...then diorang hanta fad balik kolej..lepas kiss kakak fad pon naik bilik...i tried to sleep for one hour...
then i went to francine's room..she was not feeling well..demam..cian kat dia..i asked her to get some sleep...then i asked her to come to my room..we watched phua chu kang and smallville...back to jiwang mood..cz clark is so cute with his new hair cut...
after that i made a phone call...tepon kawan yang sama2 berjuang di kisas dulu..perjuangan budak2 barisan blakang..nurul..yerla..kitorang yang dok barisan blakang sumenya tinggi melebihi 5'5..so jangan lak berangan nak dok depan..kitorang gak puak2 pemberontak bila ada ja budak laki wat hal kat klas...jenaka gilak..ehehe..
tepon jer dia terus menjerit..cam dah sekurun tak jumpa..tetiba rasa RINDU sangat kat nurul nih..aritu dah janji nak g ukm lawat dak sorang nih..tetiba ja ada halangan so tak jadi..sedih..nurul cakap dia dah siap wat kan sebijik kek for me..tetiba rasa terharu cam nak nangis..tapi fad dah janji nak jumpa gak nurul no matter what...fad akan gunakan paksaan terhadap rakan2 511 yang lain wat reunion..
hmm..dah kul 12..cant sleep..nak tgk vcd tapi takdak cita yang serasi ngan mood...kak wana cadangkan the incredibles..tak nak gak..last2 korek2 laci jumpa 50 1st dates..apa lagi..layan jiwang lah..sweet sangat cita tu..dua tiga hari lpas tgk notting hill..sbenanya dah berjuta kali khatam cita2 nih..tapi taktau la ek nape nape tak boring2..hmm...
masa nak balik mak njang yang hantar sampai pantai hill park sbb dia ada kenduri lain..pehtu abang arzlee pon datang amek..adik dia pon ada..kitorang pegi shah alam hanta adik abg arzlee..then we were on our way to uia..tetiba kakak kater lapar cz dia makan sikit jer masa kenduri..kitorang pon singgah burger king bli food then balik my room solat...then kakak ajak lepak depan sungai uia...kitorang sembang2..abang arzlee senyum jer tgk kitorang mengarut...then diorang hanta fad balik kolej..lepas kiss kakak fad pon naik bilik...i tried to sleep for one hour...
then i went to francine's room..she was not feeling well..demam..cian kat dia..i asked her to get some sleep...then i asked her to come to my room..we watched phua chu kang and smallville...back to jiwang mood..cz clark is so cute with his new hair cut...
after that i made a phone call...tepon kawan yang sama2 berjuang di kisas dulu..perjuangan budak2 barisan blakang..nurul..yerla..kitorang yang dok barisan blakang sumenya tinggi melebihi 5'5..so jangan lak berangan nak dok depan..kitorang gak puak2 pemberontak bila ada ja budak laki wat hal kat klas...jenaka gilak..ehehe..
tepon jer dia terus menjerit..cam dah sekurun tak jumpa..tetiba rasa RINDU sangat kat nurul nih..aritu dah janji nak g ukm lawat dak sorang nih..tetiba ja ada halangan so tak jadi..sedih..nurul cakap dia dah siap wat kan sebijik kek for me..tetiba rasa terharu cam nak nangis..tapi fad dah janji nak jumpa gak nurul no matter what...fad akan gunakan paksaan terhadap rakan2 511 yang lain wat reunion..
hmm..dah kul 12..cant sleep..nak tgk vcd tapi takdak cita yang serasi ngan mood...kak wana cadangkan the incredibles..tak nak gak..last2 korek2 laci jumpa 50 1st dates..apa lagi..layan jiwang lah..sweet sangat cita tu..dua tiga hari lpas tgk notting hill..sbenanya dah berjuta kali khatam cita2 nih..tapi taktau la ek nape nape tak boring2..hmm...
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
LIFE IS FULL OF UNCERTAINTY....
when we talk about life...it's not about finding the answer on how life goes..it's just somthin' that we need to ponder upon as life is full of uncertainty..you may laugh today and you may cry the next day..and perhaps u'll laugh again...
in life..you have to make decisions..decisions that lead where your life goes..what's gonna happen in the future...making decision ain't somethin easy..you have to take into consideration all possibilities in front of you..that what makes it harder...
in life, there'll be one time when it is hard for you to make the decision...it seems hard to even think what will happen if the decision is not sumthin' that you really want..it even hurts if the decision might fail you in the future...people make decisions every day...what makes it hard or not is the matter you make the decison on...it would be easy to make decision on what you should eat for lunch..but it would be hard if the decision that you want to make is sumthin that you know will give you sumthin that you fear most in making the decision...people say that it;s better to try rather than letting go..but the end would still be the same..devastating...
but our life is in God's hands..He knows what's the best for us...He knows thing that's beyond our reach...and it is only Allah who can give us the answer that we are searching for...
in life..you have to make decisions..decisions that lead where your life goes..what's gonna happen in the future...making decision ain't somethin easy..you have to take into consideration all possibilities in front of you..that what makes it harder...
in life, there'll be one time when it is hard for you to make the decision...it seems hard to even think what will happen if the decision is not sumthin' that you really want..it even hurts if the decision might fail you in the future...people make decisions every day...what makes it hard or not is the matter you make the decison on...it would be easy to make decision on what you should eat for lunch..but it would be hard if the decision that you want to make is sumthin that you know will give you sumthin that you fear most in making the decision...people say that it;s better to try rather than letting go..but the end would still be the same..devastating...
but our life is in God's hands..He knows what's the best for us...He knows thing that's beyond our reach...and it is only Allah who can give us the answer that we are searching for...
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