Monday, February 27, 2006

^^^smile:) :) ;)........today is the best day of my life..and only God knows why..****wink****

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

after i got back to my room...i watched 'BARAN' as i borrowed this movie from sir iqbal yesterday-'BARAN' won the best foreign movie of montreal film festival last year...majid majidi is the director of the movie who is also the director of the academy award nominee for 'children of heaven'..indeed iran has made good movies that attract international recognition...

what makes me wanna watch this movie is when sir iqbal,in our class yesterday commented on the quality of malay films and how lame our film industry is as we are lacking this'value' as showed in this kind of movies produced as a result of human conscience-not merely on commercial basis-as we have now in our film industry...i still remembered what he said about 'baran'-anyone who wants to know about being in love-watch this''...

after watching baran..now i understand why sir iqbal insists us to watch this movie...its not what we use to be drawn to look at when love is involved in typical malay,bollywood or hollywood movies..love is no fairy tales nor beautiful words uttered by the one who claims that he is so in love nor promises made as if the world is the most beautiful planet...in baran...the girl didnt utter even a single word till the end of the movie...she was working at a construction site as her father broke his bones while he was working..she was posing as a man in order to get the job..the guy-lateef was mad at her as she had replaced his work and he had to do heavier work..but one day he saw shadow of the girl combing her hair and he started to fall in love with the girl...a lot of things happened..and words could never describe how deep he was in love with her..without the girl even knew it...i guess this is what love is all about..i mean true love..pure and sincere...not as usually potrayed even in our every day life....i strongly recommend all of u out there to watch this movie...ive made a copy of this movie and if anyone is interseted..just let me know...

there was a scene where lateef met a cobbler to get his shoes repaired and he asked the old man..'are u alone here' and the old man replied'MAN ALONE IS A NEIGHBOUR OF GOD..'-how beautiful those sayings are.....^^peace out^^

Monday, February 20, 2006

in jurisprudence class today, i got something that captivates me from sir iqbal..he recited verse35 of surah al nur and indeed the verse sounds very beautiful and somewhere in my mind, this surah is familiar to me as i recited the verse along with sir iqbal who remembered this verse by his heart..at the end of the recital..he said something about hidayah...

''Allah is the Light [2996] of the heavens and the earth, [2997]The parable of His Light is as if there were a niche,And within it a Lamp: The Lamp enclosed in Glass; [2998]The glass as it were a brilliant star; [2999]Lit from a blessed Tree, [3000]An Olive, neither of the East nor of the West, [3001]Whose oil is well-nigh luminous, though fire scarce touched it; [3002]Light upon Light!Allah doth set forth parables for men: and Allah doth know all things.
surah 24:35 Al Nur (The Light)(Abdullah Yusuf Ali, The Holy Qur'an, 1989.)''

i had the oppurtunity to look back at this verse after my maghrib prayer...the verse is indeed captivating as i would state here literally,based on the meaning of the equation that Allah has made with regards to the divine light...if only we could keep this sayings of God right protected in our heart..i guess thre's nothing more that men could ask from God as the light or i shall refer it as hidayah as explained in this verse embraces the supremecy of hidayah as a sorce of strenth of human life, as the light is well protected in a place where its light could never pierce through its wall..and within the light there lies a glass that shines like the stars and further equated with pearls...where it is lit with oil originated from the sacred tree of olive and the oil shines even when it is not intact with the light..and the light is placed upon layers of light---take a minute and try to digest the arrangement of this metaphor..and all that we can see with our naked eyes is that how much God loves us as with Him lies the gift of hidayah which will never leave our side...how every equation suggests only one thing..ie protection and mercy of God...its kinda hard for me to put this in writing as to me it is too deep to be poured on the papers...

imam al-ghazali has elaborated further on this verse in his book'ihya ulumuddin' which ive been reading since last month..and surprisingly sir iqbal has enlightened this to be further appreciated...i thank God for this...indeed God is always with us in the realization of truth....

Friday, February 17, 2006

my roommmates and my close-affiliated persons just got back from pizza hut..ellia asked me to update my blog..but i have no idea on what to talk about...

hmm...ellia requested me to write something about patience..as normal human beings...we tend to lose our temper easily...and everyone undeniably admits this fact...but the beauty about benig mad is that,thre's always room for patience...as what the quran says..Allah will always be with people who are patient'..this verse is a simple verse for human to comprehend..but i guess only few realize how much this means...there's nothing else which is more precious that a person could have ever asked for than being with our own Creator...for His presence lies tranquility and serenity..for His presence we could be a better person..for His presence..we could throw away pain and sorrow..with His presence..we could achieve evertything that we dream of...in conclusion...allah is our best Savior..who will never leave our side no matter how hard things could be...^^^peace out^^
****just wanna recap special cum weird events that occured last friday up until now...after i finished my class i waited in front of lr8 to get my bag from ellia as i was on my way to mira's house in bangi to sit for ptd exam the next morning...it was raining..ellia and shira had to wait there with me while i was waiting for mira and ein...i asked shira about algebra and out of nowhere i was stunned as sir iqbal was standing right in front of us...he said hi and we talked about quite a few things..suddenly he asked me"are u in tailerag?"i said no.."are u in law soc?"..i said no..and then he looked kinda confused..then i told him i was in jessup..then he said that he read bout that when he got back to malaysia.."i dont recognise others' names but when i look at ur name..i was like..hmm..she was my student"..i just smiled...we talked and talked as he was waiting to get into his criminal class..he asked me why i was not in the picture with najib..i told him at that time i was in london..he was like"knape tak contact saya..dah dkt dah ngan birmingham..i was like..i thought u were in scotland...he saw ellia was standing next to me and i told him ellia is his criminal law student and we are roommates..he asked ellia "camna fadiah lam bilik..ok?'we just laughed...

the next morning i sat for ptd exam..questions for sahsiah were ok-1-keluarga anda tidak pernah menghalang hidup dan cita2 anda?anda selalu mencari jalan penyelesaina apabila berdepan dgn msalah? and suddenly there was this question-anda pernah kecewa bercinta?(weird..yet its so funny)

the hardest part of the test was mathematics..the nite before we struggled revising algebra,kebarangkalian as stated in the offer letter to be one of the main focus of the exam..we got so pissed of as the no such questions were asked..for the last 5 minutes..the invigilator said"kamu ada lagi 5 minit untuk menembak!!"..fairly understood..

hmm...that was it..for general knowledge question..can u imagine what kind of q they asked as to classify them as generally known?-apakah jenis2 wayang kulit?apakah sifat bahan aldrin?sistem data peripheral adalah..?berapa negara sertai asia pacific film festival last year?-what kind of general qs were that..i guess they should change the exam title to specific knowledge test...hmm..but im glad it was over...

what a weekend....

Sunday, February 12, 2006

what an unforgettable weekend...last nite,our team has made it to quarter final...we were team no 1 as we won all games last nite...pretty impressive huh..eheh...i guess this is the best experience ive ever had with my frens who played very well last nite and today...and i guess this is the most painful physical effect ive ever experienced as now i cant even walk like a normal person...only God knows how much it hurts...i wonder how do i go to class tomorrow...ive been quasi paralysed...but its kinda weird though...after the first game..every one was so exhausted and all that we could do was lying on the floor while waiting for the next game..all sorts of medication had been utilised to the max...before the next game...i keep telling my teammates that i coudnt play...but when our turn was up...the spirit started to burn..and when i got on the pitch..the pain just disappeared...its really true what people say about football...when u get to play..the feeling is everything and nothing can stop that..and i cant believe that i played for all games full time..ehehehe...well..its very true...hmm for the last match last nite..before we went back to our college..this encik referee said to my teammates while pointing at me..'dia maen ganas ek..'..haha...we replied..'ganas tapi takdak fouls..' i wOuld like to thank my teammates for being there..for making all this come true..eventhough we only got through quarter final..u guys played very well..for the last game..it was just not meant to be...we can still play futsal maybe next week...i hope u guys are ready...as we shouted out loud'YEAH BABY YEAH!!!!!... thanks to zai,ellia,fira,kak wana,shira,kak miha,kak nani,intan,zarith,muni,omin and team block f no.2...you guys rock!!!!




mempraktikkan teknik2 hasil ajaran sifu
maldini..it worked tremendously!!!
my lucky no. 9..(wink****)

men'defend' dengan sehabis daya...




...dengan jayanya mengcover muka cuak..(shira-the goalkeeper,fad-defender,kak nani-striker,zai-defender,zarith-striker and kak miha-team manager)

Saturday, February 11, 2006

my ankle really hurts..last nite we played futsal from 12 am to 2am..prep for tonite's futsal tournament..i fell down for quite a few times..it hurt but when i got to score..the feeling was just awesome...now i realised what adik used to tell me when i asked him about futsal..'adik,tak penat ka maen futsal?..penattt sangat..tapi bila kita dah score..hilang abes penat tu kak cik'...now i know what it feels like..heaven...

Friday, February 10, 2006

this week has been so so so wonderful..i just cant stop smiling..only God knows why...=)..last nite i had my juris test..the question was awesome...and sir iqbal gave a song entitled "si kerdil"..very meaningful...

this evening i have to go for training for tomorrow's futsal tournament..hmm..i hope my team will win..

there's a quote that i would like to share with all of you..they just came out while i was lying on my bed as i was talking to my roommate:'selagi kita ada tuhan..jiwa kita takkan mati.."

"men are all equal in the presence of death"...

peace out.

Monday, February 06, 2006

what a day!!!finally,the every-week-pp assignment has come to an end...its so hard to believe that...all the work that started since the beginning of the semester that had to be submitted every week has ended...but its a bit freaky coz suddenly i feel like i got totally nothing to do..weird..eheh..but today was fun..i got cp class with dato' hamid and something funny happened after he dismissed the class..while i was waiting for sir iqbal's class..i was busy messaging a fren and suddenly when i headed up a bit i saw dato' was standing in front of me smiling.."msg boyfren eh?" i was like"takdelah dato'..msg kawan je.."awal2 kawan la"i replied"its a girl fren.."he was just smiling...hehe...a funny guy..i wonder what its like when he was sitting as a judge before teaching cp..hm..a very nice teacher i would say...

after tuto..i got back and slept and at about 530 ellia and me went pout for cycling..i was shocked as my bicycle was missing..what a disappointment...we were looking for it for quite some time...but still couldnt find it."sabar je..adelah ni allah nak sampaikan something"..ellia and me went to the sports complex to jog...after a few minutes..i saw my bicycle..but i couldnt find the one who took it...we waited for some time and finally..the drame began...i was successful in getting back my bicycle...how do people dare to disturb other's property without having even a slight gulit?what a world!!!outrageous!!!

but im glad that God has planned all this..its just a matter of fighting for something that u believe in..a matter of signifying ur rights...we are all fighters in this life...if we give up..dont even dare to think of fighting for another cause that comes later on..coz fighters never give in and never give up...
4the feb was kak wana's b'day...HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK WANA...YEAH BABY YEAH!!!!..we went to klcc and celebrated her bday there..plus the presencve of an unidentified walking oject..who?SHARAPIN aka capin..kak wana's bpyfren..basically he got bullied to the fullest extent..poor him..he surrendered eventually..thanx a lot to kak wana..may u have a wondewrful life ahead...

on saturday nite..i spent the whole nite talking to asni at her aunt's house...to many things to catch up...thanx to asni for being such a good company...i wish u all the happiness in the world coz u really deserve it!!!!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

its such a relief that we have to submit pp nx wk..but im pretty mad as i had to get up early just to go to this lovely lab to print out everything..hmm..things happen for a reason though..eheh..kabir took my pic in the lab..cool..like what abang azli said to me when i bought an "F" brooch.."fad..ur so vain.."and he sang.."remember my name.."i shouted,"fame!!!"that was funny..