im at my bro's house with adik and billy...the last few days have been so so so wonderful to me...abang arzlee is also here till next week..last nite was awesome..finally i get to feel what its like to do something that ure really into..something that has been influencing ur life..thanx to abang,paklang,adik and abang arzlee,,we made a good team,wahla!!!ahah..

just now adik just thought me how to play the white stripes..my fingers still hurt..but it was fun...im so relieved to be here at this moment..with people i call family, at a place i call home..i guess there's nothing more i would ask from God..He gave me this..and it means the world to me..ill dedicate my entire whole life just to make them happy..and this is my promise...

im currently at home..i bring back with me tonnes of work but i dont have any idea when to get started..too busy qada'ing sleep...and too busy watching tv--football,american idol..my mom keeps asking me to do the reflexology treatment as she just bought this machine..time to have a healthy lifestyle she said...kinda ouch though..before i got home..the nite before,kakwana,fira,zai and me got to watch austin powers..we laughed like crazy..the movie was shagadelic!!!yeah..groovy!!!

im still in uia..at nusaibah cc at this moment..with nadia and farhana as they came to visit me..

just had lunch with ellia,fira zai and kak wana..i cooked today..chicken soup and vege that i bought in cameron highland yesterday..

the trip was extremely fun..we had fun as if this world was ours...we were laughing..kept teasing one and another..we took off from uia at 1245am...we woke up while we were still on the bus at 5 in the morning as we could barely sleep coz it was freaking cold in the bus...when i opened my eyes i could see the stars..they were so close as we were moving up the hill...that was the best moment that i could possibly imagine..awesome...we were shivering..ellia sat next to me and were like koalas to keep ourselves warm..

the whole trip was fun though a bit tiring...there was one incident that i will never forget when we visited the rose centre...there was this park full of roses but we couldnt get through it as it was fenced..like i care..i went over the fence and posed in the middle of the flowers..i asked huda to capture the moment and shira was just looking at me...i guess that was an unfortunate moment for me as i fell on the roses..ouch!!!!that hurt!!!! huda and shira got stunned..i was like screaming.."weh tolonglaaaaa!!!"they were laughing like crazy while trying to help me get out of there...that really hurt...kak irah helped me to remove the torns that got stuck in my skirt..that was humuliating..thank God nobody was there to witness that...

what a day...cant wait to spend more time with my best buddies..time is running out..ill only be here with them in two months..before i leave this place..there aree so many plans ahead..cant wait..=)

it's been a while i didnt write in my blog..i was so darn busy with works...i guess its not only me..but the the rest of my batch would agree with me..running around the kulliyyah to get our professional practice assignment done..

today is a little relaxing...hmm..for the past 2 days ive been addressed with one typical question.."eh fad,what happened to ur forehead?" ahah..aint that funny..even my lecturers keep asking the same question..."i got injured" and i just smiled at them...

life has been wonderful lately..ive been spending most of my time with my best buddies who keep on cheering me up with anything that they have...im so blessed...this evening me and ellia were cycling around the kulliyyah parking lot...it felt wonderful as i feel more energetic and hyper active than before...ellia taught me to ride her scooter...hmm..i guess im a fast learner..i hope nobody tells my father bout that..he'd be mad at me..:)

when i was cycling, i met my tutor when i was studying consti in my second year at the car park..sir nizamuddin..a cool and a funny guy..we talked about so many things..it's been a while since i last met him,,he is now the legal advisor at hsbc bank...too many things to catch up..and before he left..i had the oppurtunity to ask him something about jurisprudence...about inquisitorial system in syariah proceeding with regards to judges' role in giving ratio to arrive at a particular decision..wonderful!!!something to be applied in my favorite jurisprudence class with my great and respected lectuter..sir iqbal****wink***

i realized something when i woke up this morning..tomorrow is a new year..ill be 23.how time flies...i guess sometimes we dont realize that we are running out of time every time people get so excited elebrating new year...for every new year that comes..the closer we get to death as God has written the life span of a particular human being...how much have we done to get ourselves prepared to meet Him...

hmmm...we talk about life,happiness,sadness..and sometimes we get so sick and tired of things that happened around us..but no matter how hard life can be..there's only one place that promises serenity and strength..GOD...when people disappoint you..He is always there to listen to you..when people hurt you..He is always there to heal you...when you feel like the world is falling down on you..He is always there for you to save you...He loves you more than anything else as He gives you strength whenever you feel like telling Him how hard things are for you...when people fail you..just remember that He will never fail you...happiness is not what you have..its what you feel...

yesterday i had lunch with aton and ellia..they have been good company for me..out of the sudden we decided to go to ulu yam...its true that when we get close to nature..we are actually closer to God...thanx to ellia,aton and zai, for being there with me..it felt as if we were the only peolple in our own peaceful world...

happy new year to every one...to all my beloved frens who are always there for me..may God bless us...its a long way to go..with so little time...

alhamdulillah..everyone is so relieved that my sister's wedding has settled.everyone is so happy..especially abang azli and kak farah...and im so happy for both of them...a day that every member of my family will remember.

i got back on friday..with my cousin..i drove all the way to alor star..it was tiring but the feeling of being there with my family healed everything...i got to sleep next to my mom and adik fathir was so jealous of it..ahah..

the next morning abang asked me to follow him to buy stuff for bbq party after the wedding day as both of us were appointed as persons in charge with the party. kinda weird considering the fact that, in our family, he would be the last person to do this kind of thing..but im so happy to go with him to buy groceries and all necessary things for the bbq party..he was like asking me whether we should buy this or that..and i just took everything that i want..along the way we talked about so many things..kinda personal things..he advised me bout so many things...felt like crying knowing that so may people care about me...

after asar we went to the mosque for aqad nikah..i sat next to my sister..whispering and giggling..and abang azli lokoed so nervous...after aqad was done..he was asking his mom.."mak..maok buat apa duluk..protocol.."we just laughed..we took many pics in the mosque...

here came the wedding day..i was sooo busy putting make up on the fower girls...when af atie zaza and halis arrived i was still in my t shirt..eheh..only after that i changed...i asked them to eat first...the funny thing was..people got me mistaken with the bride..!!!!hmm..misrepresentation...

then af ati and zaza met my sister in her room..they were just laughing looking at my sister.."kitorang tak pernah tgk pengantin paling happy cam kak farah ni"..i replied.."bukan kawen pakse..sbb tula happy semacam je.."

when the majlis was over..it was time for the bbq party..everyone gathered around enjoying themselves...abng's frens..kakak's frens-kak dayang.kak nini and kak zu..my cousins...during the party i sat next to abang azli..we taked about many things..he gave me precious advice..his philosophy...what he believes in a relationship....im so happy that he's meant to be with my sister..a wonderful person..and im so grateful to have him as my brother...he's done and helped me with so many things even before he got married to kakak..and i regard him as my bother long before..and up until now....during the party..we played riddles and kak dayang told many funny stories..every one was laughing to death and no one realized that it was almost mid nite...

once again..thanx to af atie zaza and halis for coming all the way from ipoh and kl...me and my family really appreciate it..and to all my frens for their wishes..thanx!!

I read my horoscope for today..suprisingly,what's written below is exactly how im feeling right now...

--You usually know what -- or who -- you want, and you're usually ready to latch right on with little or no intention of letting go. A little indecision every so often is only natural, however, and if you're feeling it, don't try to deny it. In fact, it's probably worth investigating further. You may feel like you can't quite put your finger on what's holding you back, but look a little deeper and the source may become clear. Then -- ta-dah! -- your decision is clear, too--

WEDDING INVITATION...

TO ALL MY FRIENDS,YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO MY SISTER'S WEDDING (NOT MY WEDDING) ON 11TH DECEMBER AT MY HOUSE IN ALOR STAR.ANY INQUIRIES, YOU MAY JUST GIVE ME A CALL OR SMS.THANK YOU.

i watched oprah last nite.orlando bloom was invited as a guest.he said something that captivates me-"if you're lucky that you have everything that you need,it'd be wonderful if you can share something that you have with other people..."