i realized something when i woke up this morning..tomorrow is a new year..ill be 23.how time flies...i guess sometimes we dont realize that we are running out of time every time people get so excited elebrating new year...for every new year that comes..the closer we get to death as God has written the life span of a particular human being...how much have we done to get ourselves prepared to meet Him...
hmmm...we talk about life,happiness,sadness..and sometimes we get so sick and tired of things that happened around us..but no matter how hard life can be..there's only one place that promises serenity and strength..GOD...when people disappoint you..He is always there to listen to you..when people hurt you..He is always there to heal you...when you feel like the world is falling down on you..He is always there for you to save you...He loves you more than anything else as He gives you strength whenever you feel like telling Him how hard things are for you...when people fail you..just remember that He will never fail you...happiness is not what you have..its what you feel...
yesterday i had lunch with aton and ellia..they have been good company for me..out of the sudden we decided to go to ulu yam...its true that when we get close to nature..we are actually closer to God...thanx to ellia,aton and zai, for being there with me..it felt as if we were the only peolple in our own peaceful world...
happy new year to every one...to all my beloved frens who are always there for me..may God bless us...its a long way to go..with so little time...
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
alhamdulillah..everyone is so relieved that my sister's wedding has settled.everyone is so happy..especially abang azli and kak farah...and im so happy for both of them...a day that every member of my family will remember.
i got back on friday..with my cousin..i drove all the way to alor star..it was tiring but the feeling of being there with my family healed everything...i got to sleep next to my mom and adik fathir was so jealous of it..ahah..
the next morning abang asked me to follow him to buy stuff for bbq party after the wedding day as both of us were appointed as persons in charge with the party. kinda weird considering the fact that, in our family, he would be the last person to do this kind of thing..but im so happy to go with him to buy groceries and all necessary things for the bbq party..he was like asking me whether we should buy this or that..and i just took everything that i want..along the way we talked about so many things..kinda personal things..he advised me bout so many things...felt like crying knowing that so may people care about me...
after asar we went to the mosque for aqad nikah..i sat next to my sister..whispering and giggling..and abang azli lokoed so nervous...after aqad was done..he was asking his mom.."mak..maok buat apa duluk..protocol.."we just laughed..we took many pics in the mosque...
here came the wedding day..i was sooo busy putting make up on the fower girls...when af atie zaza and halis arrived i was still in my t shirt..eheh..only after that i changed...i asked them to eat first...the funny thing was..people got me mistaken with the bride..!!!!hmm..misrepresentation...
then af ati and zaza met my sister in her room..they were just laughing looking at my sister.."kitorang tak pernah tgk pengantin paling happy cam kak farah ni"..i replied.."bukan kawen pakse..sbb tula happy semacam je.."
when the majlis was over..it was time for the bbq party..everyone gathered around enjoying themselves...abng's frens..kakak's frens-kak dayang.kak nini and kak zu..my cousins...during the party i sat next to abang azli..we taked about many things..he gave me precious advice..his philosophy...what he believes in a relationship....im so happy that he's meant to be with my sister..a wonderful person..and im so grateful to have him as my brother...he's done and helped me with so many things even before he got married to kakak..and i regard him as my bother long before..and up until now....during the party..we played riddles and kak dayang told many funny stories..every one was laughing to death and no one realized that it was almost mid nite...
once again..thanx to af atie zaza and halis for coming all the way from ipoh and kl...me and my family really appreciate it..and to all my frens for their wishes..thanx!!
i got back on friday..with my cousin..i drove all the way to alor star..it was tiring but the feeling of being there with my family healed everything...i got to sleep next to my mom and adik fathir was so jealous of it..ahah..
the next morning abang asked me to follow him to buy stuff for bbq party after the wedding day as both of us were appointed as persons in charge with the party. kinda weird considering the fact that, in our family, he would be the last person to do this kind of thing..but im so happy to go with him to buy groceries and all necessary things for the bbq party..he was like asking me whether we should buy this or that..and i just took everything that i want..along the way we talked about so many things..kinda personal things..he advised me bout so many things...felt like crying knowing that so may people care about me...
after asar we went to the mosque for aqad nikah..i sat next to my sister..whispering and giggling..and abang azli lokoed so nervous...after aqad was done..he was asking his mom.."mak..maok buat apa duluk..protocol.."we just laughed..we took many pics in the mosque...
here came the wedding day..i was sooo busy putting make up on the fower girls...when af atie zaza and halis arrived i was still in my t shirt..eheh..only after that i changed...i asked them to eat first...the funny thing was..people got me mistaken with the bride..!!!!hmm..misrepresentation...
then af ati and zaza met my sister in her room..they were just laughing looking at my sister.."kitorang tak pernah tgk pengantin paling happy cam kak farah ni"..i replied.."bukan kawen pakse..sbb tula happy semacam je.."
when the majlis was over..it was time for the bbq party..everyone gathered around enjoying themselves...abng's frens..kakak's frens-kak dayang.kak nini and kak zu..my cousins...during the party i sat next to abang azli..we taked about many things..he gave me precious advice..his philosophy...what he believes in a relationship....im so happy that he's meant to be with my sister..a wonderful person..and im so grateful to have him as my brother...he's done and helped me with so many things even before he got married to kakak..and i regard him as my bother long before..and up until now....during the party..we played riddles and kak dayang told many funny stories..every one was laughing to death and no one realized that it was almost mid nite...
once again..thanx to af atie zaza and halis for coming all the way from ipoh and kl...me and my family really appreciate it..and to all my frens for their wishes..thanx!!
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
I read my horoscope for today..suprisingly,what's written below is exactly how im feeling right now...
--You usually know what -- or who -- you want, and you're usually ready to latch right on with little or no intention of letting go. A little indecision every so often is only natural, however, and if you're feeling it, don't try to deny it. In fact, it's probably worth investigating further. You may feel like you can't quite put your finger on what's holding you back, but look a little deeper and the source may become clear. Then -- ta-dah! -- your decision is clear, too--
--You usually know what -- or who -- you want, and you're usually ready to latch right on with little or no intention of letting go. A little indecision every so often is only natural, however, and if you're feeling it, don't try to deny it. In fact, it's probably worth investigating further. You may feel like you can't quite put your finger on what's holding you back, but look a little deeper and the source may become clear. Then -- ta-dah! -- your decision is clear, too--
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