happy new year...the end of the world????

another 4 hours to 2005...sedar tak sedar dah nak tahun baru...apa yang dah kite lakukan sepanjang tahun ni?hmm..terpulang pada individu untuk menganalisa..muhasabah..setiap menjelang tahun baru..agak menakutkan..umur semakin meningkat..bermakna hidup manusia semakin suntuk...

dunia terlalu banyak berubah...mungkin dunia sudah bosan dengan tingkah laku manusia...manusia yang tidak lagi berperikemanusiaan...dan manusia terus lupa...lupa pasa pencipta...

baru2 ini seluruh dunia dikejutkan dgn kejadian yang tidak pernah berlaku di rantau asia...tsunami...dan hari ini kejadian salji di uae...pelik..tapi ini bukan lagi sesuatu yang pelik..ini adalah mesej yang ingin ALLAH sampaikan kpd manusia...tiada yang mustahil atas kekuasaannya...manusia terlalu lupa tanggungjawab masing2..manusia hanyut dibawa masa sehingga kita terlupa kita semakin menghampiri hari penentuan..hari yang tiada jalan keluar..hari di mana manusia tidak bisa bersembuny dan berlari...hari yang akan menentukan segalanya....

kita semakin kesuntukan masa...terlalu pendek perhitungan waktu...lakukanlah sesuatu sebelum semuanya terlambat..hargaila setiap detik yang ada...ingatla padaNYA di setiap detik ketika...jalankanlah amanahnya sementara terdaya....

DREAMS AND LOVE..

dream..this word conveys so many interpretations.. most of the time it can make people smile..the power of dreams...when we talk about dreams..we talk about something that we wanna achieve in this life..somethin' we can be proud of..somethin' wonderful..but still..it depends on individuals to interpret dreams...

like other people..i have my own dreams...there are many things that i wanna do and achieve...life is short..but the journey is long...what really matters is how you utilise the moment that you have to the max..to your self satisfaction...

hmm..lately..i miss my old frens so much...those from kisas..as GOD has placed us in different part of the world...some people say when we are apart from someone..the bond of love seems to fade away as time passes by..but i guess this theory has some exceptions..in fact the love will grow even more if we really love and cherish the frenship...to ILIE,MOMOT,NURUL,OBY and others..i love you guys so much...

sometimes when im all alone in my room...thinking about this life..i realise somethin'...somethin' which is so precious..somethin' that would last for eternity..that is love..with love..ive achieved my dreams...there's so much love around me...my frens who always make me laugh..my frens who'll always be there when i cry...frens who love me for who i am...frens who trust in me...

to ALIZA,ASMA,ADRIN,HIDA AND NADIA...its been wonderful to spend time with you guys..the bbq party...and informal meeting in the moot room..ehehe..

to ATI,AND ASNI..thanx for the lovely afternoon we've spent together in the moot room..and to ati...thanx for always be there when i need someone to hang around with..thanx also for your cosy bed...it really makes me dont wanna wake up from my sleep..eheh..and also for yOur patience to entertain my romantic mood..ahah

im so blessed to have all the love that i need...and now i realize that all i need to live my life till the end of time is..to be with someone who really loves me..coz i believe that love is a priceless gift that ALLAH has created for us...because of HIS love...we can achieve our dreams..because HIS love we can love others..and because of HIS love we can feel love...

so sweet...

smalam best sangat...sbb dapat pergi kenduri abang shun..my cousin..dedulu zaman sekolah slalu pegi umah diorang..skrang dah besar dah..sume orang dah lain..kitorang makan2..pehtu lpak2 kat dalam umah..mase nak balik jumpa tok ayah zain n tok ayah arshad..memula tak knal sbb zaman kecik2 jumpa..tapi ingat2 balik banyak gambar kecik2 yang tok ayah dukung..bila ingat2 balik...hmm...cpat nyer masa berlalu...many things have changed..well..that's life

masa nak balik mak njang yang hantar sampai pantai hill park sbb dia ada kenduri lain..pehtu abang arzlee pon datang amek..adik dia pon ada..kitorang pegi shah alam hanta adik abg arzlee..then we were on our way to uia..tetiba kakak kater lapar cz dia makan sikit jer masa kenduri..kitorang pon singgah burger king bli food then balik my room solat...then kakak ajak lepak depan sungai uia...kitorang sembang2..abang arzlee senyum jer tgk kitorang mengarut...then diorang hanta fad balik kolej..lepas kiss kakak fad pon naik bilik...i tried to sleep for one hour...

then i went to francine's room..she was not feeling well..demam..cian kat dia..i asked her to get some sleep...then i asked her to come to my room..we watched phua chu kang and smallville...back to jiwang mood..cz clark is so cute with his new hair cut...

after that i made a phone call...tepon kawan yang sama2 berjuang di kisas dulu..perjuangan budak2 barisan blakang..nurul..yerla..kitorang yang dok barisan blakang sumenya tinggi melebihi 5'5..so jangan lak berangan nak dok depan..kitorang gak puak2 pemberontak bila ada ja budak laki wat hal kat klas...jenaka gilak..ehehe..

tepon jer dia terus menjerit..cam dah sekurun tak jumpa..tetiba rasa RINDU sangat kat nurul nih..aritu dah janji nak g ukm lawat dak sorang nih..tetiba ja ada halangan so tak jadi..sedih..nurul cakap dia dah siap wat kan sebijik kek for me..tetiba rasa terharu cam nak nangis..tapi fad dah janji nak jumpa gak nurul no matter what...fad akan gunakan paksaan terhadap rakan2 511 yang lain wat reunion..

hmm..dah kul 12..cant sleep..nak tgk vcd tapi takdak cita yang serasi ngan mood...kak wana cadangkan the incredibles..tak nak gak..last2 korek2 laci jumpa 50 1st dates..apa lagi..layan jiwang lah..sweet sangat cita tu..dua tiga hari lpas tgk notting hill..sbenanya dah berjuta kali khatam cita2 nih..tapi taktau la ek nape nape tak boring2..hmm...

LIFE IS FULL OF UNCERTAINTY....

when we talk about life...it's not about finding the answer on how life goes..it's just somthin' that we need to ponder upon as life is full of uncertainty..you may laugh today and you may cry the next day..and perhaps u'll laugh again...

in life..you have to make decisions..decisions that lead where your life goes..what's gonna happen in the future...making decision ain't somethin easy..you have to take into consideration all possibilities in front of you..that what makes it harder...

in life, there'll be one time when it is hard for you to make the decision...it seems hard to even think what will happen if the decision is not sumthin' that you really want..it even hurts if the decision might fail you in the future...people make decisions every day...what makes it hard or not is the matter you make the decison on...it would be easy to make decision on what you should eat for lunch..but it would be hard if the decision that you want to make is sumthin that you know will give you sumthin that you fear most in making the decision...people say that it;s better to try rather than letting go..but the end would still be the same..devastating...

but our life is in God's hands..He knows what's the best for us...He knows thing that's beyond our reach...and it is only Allah who can give us the answer that we are searching for...

orang kat rumah...me and the gang terpacak kat uia....

hmmm...dah lama tak update...sbenanya me n my frens aliza,asma,michelle and boon ka ada kat uia since last monday..we gotta do research for jessup as the national round is juz around the corner...tiap2 hari kna bertapa kat kulliyyah dari pagi sampai malam...but it's fun though...orang takde..kiter ja yang mengimarahkan uia...yer ke?...hmmm

spanjang dok sini we juz cook sbb malas nak kuar..tapi smalam best sangat sbb g kl central sbb nak teman mich bli tiket..pehtu berbuker kat kenny rogers...my fav...dah lama tak makan my baby coleslaw...nyum...pehtu kitorang g shopping raye kat kl central...kinda cool...banyak benda best...cam tourist laks rase...manusia pon ramai....

kitorang bli famous amous pehtu balik....balik jer bilik mai la si abang azli...my sista's fiance...nak pass kad kat my sista...tiap kali fad nak balik abg azli wajib ar datang pass barang...dia ni mmg la manusia yang sangattttt baik..sayang sangat kat dia...he is like a real bro to me...im so glad that my sista will be spending her life with this guy....everyone loves him so much!!!siap dah post kek lapis s'wak kat umah...baru jer asma dok suruh fad cakap ngan abg azli suh bawakkan kek...mmg rezeki asma la...hmmm...on 10th dah nak balik..yeye..raya...yeye...tak sabar nak gedek2 kat umah...